Sunday, May 24, 2009

Realization

I went to work last night and was smoking a cigarette with a coworker when she tells me she just saw pictures of me last summer. She stuck out her pinky finger and said, "when you looked like this." Of course, being a masochist, I looked at the photos. I wanted to cry...I wanted to crawl in a hole and die. All of the progress I made has plummeted. I am so tired of hearing people telling me to cut myself some slack, I just had a baby. There's women that are back to there original size this period postpartum. 


No excuses...

Oh, and I bought some ephedrine online from Canada... so we are going to give that a try!

Monday, May 4, 2009

Starting Again....

Well, I have fell victim to fast food and lack of exercise since my last post. But today I have been doing very well. Mondays are a new day right? I took 2 short walks, tried to jog a little but that didn't work so well. I am still planning on doing the wii fit tonight. I erased my old info and started fresh. I just couldn't take them telling me that I gained 40 pounds!


Today's intake:
slimfast: 190 cals
2 redbull: 20 cals
dole cup of peaches:
Dinner:
corn
1 piece of chicken in italian dressing
1/2 cup caesar salad