Realization

I went to work last night and was smoking a cigarette with a coworker when she tells me she just saw pictures of me last summer. She stuck out her pinky finger and said, "when you looked like this." Of course, being a masochist, I looked at the photos. I wanted to cry...I wanted to crawl in a hole and die. All of the progress I made has plummeted. I am so tired of hearing people telling me to cut myself some slack, I just had a baby. There's women that are back to there original size this period postpartum. 

No excuses...

Oh, and I bought some ephedrine online from Canada... so we are going to give that a try!